fuck bullshit

im tired of lameass bullshittin doods. if you wanna do somethin cool. if not say that you dont. dont beat around the bush. i like this one girl but i'd rather have this other one. i just want a girl, fuck. im gonna find a new crew to chill with. i never get a call or an invite from the people i'm supposedly cool with so fuck em. no point man. i want to smash, and burn, and live life man. i need a job. idk where im gonna work but im tired of being broke. shit.

crazycrazy

i want a girl. being single is boring now. i want a girl i can call my own man. who knows if i'll get one anytime soon though. ring dance was dope. afterparty was dope. crazy wild shit. marc is my boy so are the rest of ya'll niggas you know who you are. but damn it do i want a girl. hookin up is cool but im tired of that. i want substance. not just a hookup next time we see each other barely talk kinda thing cuz everyone knows about it and its awkward and because alcohol was involved. forget that man. im going on the search for a girl. a girl just for me.

Long time since i updated this shit

Life has been decent lately. livin it to the fullest. chillin with friends whenever and shit like that. haven't been workin that much though. i need to start workin a bunch again so i can get money because being broke is no fun. ring dance is saturday and im excited about that shit. and the afterparties and stuff. doin good in most of my classes at the moment which is always good. that fuckin movie the 300. god damn was that shit good. leonidus and his queen.. damn dopest sex scene i've seen in a while. part with the titties and goat playing guitar was odd.. manny said it was like an opium den or something which i can see. hungout with that nigga today. got breakfast with him. gonna start chilin with him more like old days. its been too long. im glad my mom isnt as crazy as his mom but mine still makes me mad. its just like the shit she does is unneccesary. i havent really been playin guitar but i do have a song i been workin on that is gonna get recorded soon when im not feelin lazy or not glued to the tv playin rainbowsix:vegas. damn that shit is a good game. my team is 10th right now out of a good 70 something. which is good in my opinion. its just nice to come home and fuck bitches up and get respect. entered into this marchmadness shit today too. hope i do good and win because its an oppurtunity for a goood amount of money. you feel me? and i shall leave you with a few words from Weezy...

one hand on my money
one hand on my buddy
thats the AK-47 make this neighborhood love me.

what do you know

another one bites the dust.
i shoulda known man i really should have. from now on in life im not setting my expectations high for anything. for real. whats the point? im goin back to my roots. system of a down. fuck bullshit. fuck love man. shit aint real. its a figment of my imagination. how can you love someone but not want to be with them? isnt that shit like an oxymoron. moron. ha. fuck it. im over bullshit like this. its not worth it. im not layin my heart out on the line anymroe for awhile. im not sayin i love you in a relationship for at least a couple months if i do get in another one that is. we're too young for love. shit changes people change. im understanding this. how can we make plans for the future when we dont even know whats gonna happen tomorrow? everything in the world can be taken away from you in a second. you're life, love, happiness, reason to strive for more, laughter, your money. anything. yo fuck the government too. all them fuckin politicians are nothing but bullshitters. none of them deserve shit. george bush is a fuckin robot. wait wait nvm robots are ALOT smarter than that dumbass motherfucker. monkeys are smarter than that motherfucker. fucking birds are smarter than that motherfucker. i met a cool dog the other day. nigga could throw the ball up in the air on his own and catch it. i love music man. thats the only thing i truly love. its never been bad to me. or argued with me. or been mean to me. or ignored me. or lied to me. or mislead me. its been nothing but good to me. music is a way of opening yourself up to shit, a way to vent man. its kinda like how you might introduce yourself to someone that you dont really know and you immediately click with them and they accept you for who you are. ive met some new people lately. i miss my old niggas. but hey man shit happens. shit really happens. stupid shit. sweet shit. fucking ridiculous shit. FUCK school. i hate math analysis that bitch is whack and has a huge ass fucking head. go back to wherever you're from bitch. and mrs. dousenbitch, if that lady has a husband or kids im suprised they havent killed themselves. her voice man i swear one day ill prolly hit her. car accidents are gay. i want more money. i want my own car. i want to be happy as shit. right now im sad/frustrated/mad and finally tired of bullshit. fuck it. i should have never taken FUCK BULLSHIT off my myspace scrolling shit. girls just like to hurt me i guess. idk. maybe everything does happen for a reason. but whats the reason for this? answer me this question and ill give you a dollar.

cool week

well now i have girlfriend, she's pretty cool. i have a new favorite song for now. the spill canvas - self conclusion or something. jank is pretty cool. this week has been cool . school hasnt been bad. argued with one teacher but hey shit happens. bitch needs to learn not to make me angry though. this weekend i made some good cash. thursday made money, friday made money, saturday made money, today made some money. i fuckin love money. shit makes me happy. i need to save that crap though, im gonna need a car soon. wish i could get a 2nd generation rx-7 or a supra but nahh not now. shit is out of my league. i been playing guitar. i still love it, need a freakin band to jam with jeez louise. might jam with this one chick soon. hopefully that goes cool. friday was sweet hungout at aids house for a while. that nigga is a good house host hahaha. cant wait till i get my license that shit is gonna be sweeeeet. i like making my girl smile. she cute. me and my buddy had fun in richmond. cool place. vcu looks like a college i might want to go to but who knows. good night life thats for sure. i like havin fun so that might be a cool place to do it at. theres a lot of black people in richmond. cool ones though, this one dood had a sick bathing ape shirt on and drove a benz. fuckin gangster. doood troy is a dope movie too. that nigga kills that other dood and fuckin ties him to the back of his chariot. god damn. that shit is G. brown brown sounds like some crazy stuff. check it out.

FUCKIN BEST DAY IN A WHILE

WOW! thats all i gotta say well not really. my number one nigga mandeville motherfuckin' powell surprised my ass today at kristen's house. god damn did i miss that nigga! fuckin exactly the same shit between us minus the drugs :) Kristen is great. tonight was great, i missed that nigga little nick and that boy drex killa and that nigga joey martin too. fuckin good ass night shit fuck im amped up. wish life was this good EVERY MOTHERFUCKIN DAY. like chappelle hey hey hey smoke weed every motherfuckinday but dont smoke weed shits bad for your lungs.

jeez louise

school is fuckin boring but oh wlel thats life. i didnt have to work today which is sick. im workin a shit load tomorrow which sucks. im workin for my church sunday and thennn for my real job later on. im gonna be tired as hell monday. i figured ill bust out another new shirt monday. a pretty cool girl switched into my aday lunch too. im a little amped about that i mean shes not thatttt cool hahaha ;) i wonder what my classmates are gonna pick for virtual enterprise i bet its fuckin hotel but oh well thats life. tonight im gonna hangout with some niggas i havent chilled with in awhile. shit should be cool. peace nigga dont got nothin else right now. i like this one girl. mad cute.

All I gotta say is FUCK myspace

this is the new shit doper than the real dope crackaddicts stay messed up on. this school year is gonna be a sick one i think. shit i hope. i like all my classes except for one but ill suck it up; i mean not everything could be perfect shittt. Lunches are sick except for all the gay rules. fuckin tallwood high school turning into a motherfuckin' jail i swear. has anyone else noticed the fuckin police force as well? wow. girls are cuter than ever. endless cuties i swear but i think im gonna try and settle down with one soon. my fuckin dumbass classmates in virtual enterprise wanna do a hotel or a clothing company instead of a record label.... WTF?! think of all that money we could make so many things come with record labels all i gotta say is ROCAFELLA, DEFJAM, and CAPITOL. i wanna win first place in the country these dumbasses are just fuckin up my business owning experience bullshit. well im gonna bounce for the night go watch the pregame show for the steelers game. them niggas prolly dont got a chance with out big ben but hey who knows?